Last Day of July
It’s hard to imagine how things changed in two months. Yes, it all happened so fast. I didn’t see this coming though. I thought everything was going great. I’d figure that there might be something growing between us. I thought it was love… but really it was distance.
You said it. You don’t want me anywhere near. You said it would be better if I leave. I said OK. It might be the best option for me to get back on what I was before… or it might be your plan to get rid of me. I don’t want to believe you were getting rid of me. But you are.
I’m not invisible. So please don’t make me feel that I am. You already saw me. So don’t deny me.
I want to give up. End it for good. But I don’t know where to go from here. Right now I’m completely crushed and I don’t think I can go on.