Eleventh January

I'm John.
|| Amateur Photographer. Graphic Artist. Sound Designer. Huge Fan of The Fray ||

7.31.14

Last Day of July

It’s hard to imagine how things changed in two months. Yes, it all happened so fast. I didn’t see this coming though. I thought everything was going great. I’d figure that there might be something growing between us. I thought it was love… but really it was distance.

You said it. You don’t want me anywhere near. You said it would be better if I leave. I said OK. It might be the best option for me to get back on what I was before… or it might be your plan to get rid of me. I don’t want to believe you were getting rid of me. But you are.

I’m not invisible. So please don’t make me feel that I am. You already saw me. So don’t deny me.

I want to give up. End it for good. But I don’t know where to go from here. Right now I’m completely crushed and I don’t think I can go on.

Midnight work

Midnight work

Late night sketching. :)

Late night sketching. :)

There goes the downpour.

There goes the downpour.

So lucky to have my own supermodel. I love you to death, I love you more each passing day.

Little sister bought it… with money.

Little sister bought it… with money.

Worth every walk.

Worth every walk.